Depressed!

This whole week has been terrible!I feel like just screaming and say what the hell do I look like to you?A pure dummy where you can just slam me!?Fine,Just do it!I feel like I am not needed anymore by anyone!God,where are you in the most toughest time in my life?How many times have I called you,and yet no answers.God help me to know that you are walking with me!I am just so scared and sad,I feel like there is no one that there is no one gonna catch me when I fall or when I cry.Why must this happen when it is nearing my birthday?Why must  it always be the same as every year?I just wanna be like those old times where you just don't care what happens and everything just happens perfectly!When I go back to Ipoh,Something on other will just happen!Damn!I don't want my birthday to be a bad one again!the best was What,3 years back?!?!Come'on I am already turning 16!I want this birthday to be Awesome!everyone is having fun on their birthday except for me!How frigging miserable is that?!?I really need to talk to my friend NOW,but I have no idea how am i gonna talk to hi,if i talk to him over the phone,I will just cry but if i talk to him on9,I can cry and not malukan my self!What the hell la,wvery year also my birthday never turns out fine!I have never enjoyed my birthday!I want this year to be diferent! I want to go back to Ipoh!I wanna celebrate christmas with my cousins there!I hate this whole thing la!Why can't my grandpa come after christmas?it feels like the devil is coming on between!too bad!I really need him now!:'(
What am I suppose to do in the mean time?Bottle  up my feelings?Damn!I am feeling so depressed!I can cry right now,but since my sister is in the room,i don't think I can!Sigh~

Justin Ong Kywen!Happy birthday:)

the person who can lit up a sad face into a smiling sun!:)thanks for being awesome and listening to my boring stories:)
Have a blessed Birthday and continue to SHINE the light For HIM!:)

God bless you!:)
xxx :)
see you in church tomorrow:)

Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)

Currently addicted to this!

I like you!:)

There is someone that I like:D
I started to like him from the beginning of January or something like that;)
not really like la,but i have feelings for him:P
He is very tall,slightly darker than me,and specky:)
He is very quiet,One's you get to know him,he is very friendly.He is polite but Super Duper SHY!
Lol,it's ok la:)I do like him:)
It's just a crush!:)
haih~

Damn!

He is such a LIAR!maybe what others have told me IS right?what the hell la,some GIRL goes and write something on the LIAR's wall and that one all he can reply?!?!why?Just cause she is super good looking and she is thin?WTH!?!I know la,that I am not qualified for you!screw you la!Just see la,one day I will become very beautiful and will see what happens!I don't wanna give a damn about you anymore,i just wasted 5 years of my life like-ing a person like you!what my friend said told me was totally RIGHT!I can find a better guy compared to you!I don't need you in my life!I am gonna find someone way better than you!

To the first friend since the first day in standard 1,Qyshalini Nagalingam!

my dearest Qysha,
hey babe:) sorry for not being able to call  you,I lost your number,plus I was in church:)...I was scolding my self for not being able to call you in the morning:(
But oh well,You are always my friend,and always remember,I am always here if you need me:)
On this very special day,I really thank God for creating you,cause without you,i would have not been able to live in primary school.Remember all the naughty things we used to do?running around?not friending each other?LOL
how i missed those times,i can just think about it and just laugh when i think about those times:)
I really miss you and how i really wish,we can go out and just catch up for old times sake:)
I really miss you!If it is possible,I would come over to your house and stay there,then we can chit-chat till late night.Damn!
After SPM?we shall book a day or two after SPM and then we hang out?what do u think?
haha,I am wondering ah,how will it be if our gang,meet up at someplace just us...no one else:D
raveena,shad,edward,and me:)
obviously it's gonna be super awkward!LoL
but it will awesome-ly fun!
I wanna see you now and give you a TEDDY BEAR HUG AND A KISS!;D

So that is that for now:)

Till we meet again

 i love you!:)

Azriel Abisheg Paul Chelliah!

hmmmm,To:My dearest friend AZ!

Your Birthday may be in August,But who cares?Thanks for always being there when I needed someone to talk to and Thanks for all the advice that you have given to me:)
And,May we be always in touch in future...cheh wah!I am talking as though I finish SPM already.
ahh,well,Take care and DON'T BREAK ANYTHING anymore,PLEASE!Unless you wanna get more scolding!:D
so yeah:)

LoL!
and hope you had an awesome Birthday this year!:D

This picture says a Thousand words!

Take care ya:)

Signing Off:

Joy.S.J.

The sweet Times That My friends and I go through!

This year has been a challenging year for me.Form 4 is NOT a honeymoon year!and now is time for SPM!sigh~
i have gone through enough this year and really hope that next year would be a much better year:)
I have had friends who would back stab me.That is part and Parcel of life,right?without all this what would make it more interesting and challenging right?
I have had friends who were always there for me.One of them is Samantha Michelle Theodore:)
An Awesome person who I would talk to about anything and then she will share hers with me:)and also a nice person to sit next to:)I have became more discipline...wanna know by how?Whenever I don't bring my eraser or Ruler to school or even correction tape.she would scold me and say,WHY DIDN'T YOU BRING IT!!LOL
by by the end,she would end up giving it to me:)I really thank god that i had her this year:)
I have a bunch of friends who were there with me whenever I needed anything and all of us sat in A VERTICAL  LINE and we would get scolding cause of being noisy in class:)That is what we are,alright!But I am really gona miss them all:)There was
 Anjanah*wo wo nah*,kaalusha*maadu*jacinta*jac*yvonne*vonne*marsha*marsh*Kavila*kavi-pavi*Leviniaya*levi*and NOT forgetting Samantha*sam*

This people has always been there with me through my hard times,they have seen me cry and laugh:)even though we have had our fights,we were just being girls:) PLUS,all the awesome times we had taking TONNES of pictures when I brought my camera:)

Then there was times when any one disturbed anyone or something happened,we will be still helping each other out,remember?
I would really take this opportunity to say to ya'll thank you all so much for always being there with me throughout this year:)
Love you all to bits!:)

Signing Off:
Joy S.J

How to Treat a Girl!

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, alot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the s**t out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like s**t, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damned birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27.  Dont marinade IN cologne.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, priviledge and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond. 

Done By:Tinesswarren Ramish:)

My best Buddy:)

Melissa Dy!Happy Birthday:)

to the most awesome-est person on PLANET EARTH!
happy birthday!even though it was a LONG Time ago,who cares?right?
thank God for such an awesome dydy like you!:)
and We shall take lots of pictures this christmas if we meet:)
continue looking gorgeous and beautiful:D
And continue to be strong for HIM!:)

Love You dy:)
Take care:)
Remember Me when You wanna laugh!:)
God bless:)

everything and everywhere:)

just gotta tell you that No matter who says what,what most matters is what you think about yourself!NEVER change yourself for anybody!:)

just a piece of advice from me:)

just some random things that i decided to upload!:)

Happy Birthday Becca akka:)

hey becks!too my awesome wonderful sister who has been there whenever i need her!always encouraged me to do the right things!next year you won't be here,i also dunno where you are going too and no matter what,you are gonna be always my annoying sister:)
I really thank God that i have you in mmy life:)
life would be quite dark without you!
I love you!

I am gonna miss you Next year! :)

Kevin!Happy Birthday:)

Dear Kevin:)
Happy Birthday,it is super late already but oh well,Who cares?I am sure you had a blast!hmm,lemme see,you did give me advise on NOT to do my homework.But in other things I know that you have helped me helped my friend by giving me advise,then i got to know some songs that I have NEVER heard of before.
And yeah,I know I can be very annoying,well it's just me.Guess I have to tell the truth,right?I am kinda scared of you!Don't ask me why cause even I myself dunno:)Weird eh?But whenever I think back of what I did,I know sometimes I may have gone overboard right?Just bare with me:)
Other than that,I don't really know much about you cause you're just so hard for people to read.For me I think that you're a very nice guy,nice to talk with,Good looking*it's a well known fact,right*and straightforward:)
And friendly:)


So,Just wanted to take this opportunity to say thank you for being patient with me and sorry I had said anything wrong:)

Enjoy everyday like it's your Birthday:)
believe me,I have no idea what I just wrote:)


Signing Off:
Joy:)

Happy Birthday Melanie.

Yo Mel!
sorry for the late wishes!too bad it was not my fault that i din wish you!:P
anyways,sorry but i had to re-do my blog and this is for YOU!:)
thanks for being there when i needed someone to talk to when my sis was not around!but i did have fun with all the fights that has brought us here:)
without fighting i dun think our friendship would have lasted right?
oh well....no matter what,i still love you!:)

Ei,cantik!
wait till you come to the house!:D
take care:)

Happy Birthday Shawn.

Shawn Pandian:)
Born on the 11th of July:) A great gift to everybody:)
I am very sure you have brightened up so many people's world!well,mine is!thanks to you!
Thanks for being such a great blessing to everyone and i am sure they are happy to have you around!

Continue to shine your light for HIM!:)

Happy Birthday again!:)

Happy Birthday ney:)

it was actually on the 6th of April:)
too bad it was the dumb blog thing that never explained nicely also...hmmph.
so here it goes:)
To my Dearest Bhai:)
  I am sorry that i have to re-write it.well...On the 6th of April someone that is close to me was born:)
I really thank God that he has brought you into this world:)Cause without you,i think i would have gone into pieces:D

Thank you so much for being there when i needed you and Thanks for being like an elder brother to me:)
and No thank you for Bullying me:)

so here is to you again!:)HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


Everyday also it's your birthday:)cause everyday is a NEW day:)

:)

Sorry People:)

hey everybody:)
sorry but i had to redo my blog:)i ter-delete my other post and also all the birthday wishes and stuff...so here it is all over again:)
sorry AGAIN!:)