I never knew how someone could look so good with beard!:)

I always told tiness that he was not good looking!and he would say that i am jealous or whatsoever!but this time he actually proved me wrong!

U look very nice like this!:)

but you will look better if you cut your hair:)

Depressed!

This whole week has been terrible!I feel like just screaming and say what the hell do I look like to you?A pure dummy where you can just slam me!?Fine,Just do it!I feel like I am not needed anymore by anyone!God,where are you in the most toughest time in my life?How many times have I called you,and yet no answers.God help me to know that you are walking with me!I am just so scared and sad,I feel like there is no one that there is no one gonna catch me when I fall or when I cry.Why must this happen when it is nearing my birthday?Why must  it always be the same as every year?I just wanna be like those old times where you just don't care what happens and everything just happens perfectly!When I go back to Ipoh,Something on other will just happen!Damn!I don't want my birthday to be a bad one again!the best was What,3 years back?!?!Come'on I am already turning 16!I want this birthday to be Awesome!everyone is having fun on their birthday except for me!How frigging miserable is that?!?I really need to talk to my friend NOW,but I have no idea how am i gonna talk to hi,if i talk to him over the phone,I will just cry but if i talk to him on9,I can cry and not malukan my self!What the hell la,wvery year also my birthday never turns out fine!I have never enjoyed my birthday!I want this year to be diferent! I want to go back to Ipoh!I wanna celebrate christmas with my cousins there!I hate this whole thing la!Why can't my grandpa come after christmas?it feels like the devil is coming on between!too bad!I really need him now!:'(
What am I suppose to do in the mean time?Bottle  up my feelings?Damn!I am feeling so depressed!I can cry right now,but since my sister is in the room,i don't think I can!Sigh~

Justin Ong Kywen!Happy birthday:)

the person who can lit up a sad face into a smiling sun!:)thanks for being awesome and listening to my boring stories:)
Have a blessed Birthday and continue to SHINE the light For HIM!:)

God bless you!:)
xxx :)
see you in church tomorrow:)

Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)

Currently addicted to this!

I like you!:)

There is someone that I like:D
I started to like him from the beginning of January or something like that;)
not really like la,but i have feelings for him:P
He is very tall,slightly darker than me,and specky:)
He is very quiet,One's you get to know him,he is very friendly.He is polite but Super Duper SHY!
Lol,it's ok la:)I do like him:)
It's just a crush!:)
haih~

Damn!

He is such a LIAR!maybe what others have told me IS right?what the hell la,some GIRL goes and write something on the LIAR's wall and that one all he can reply?!?!why?Just cause she is super good looking and she is thin?WTH!?!I know la,that I am not qualified for you!screw you la!Just see la,one day I will become very beautiful and will see what happens!I don't wanna give a damn about you anymore,i just wasted 5 years of my life like-ing a person like you!what my friend said told me was totally RIGHT!I can find a better guy compared to you!I don't need you in my life!I am gonna find someone way better than you!

To the first friend since the first day in standard 1,Qyshalini Nagalingam!

my dearest Qysha,
hey babe:) sorry for not being able to call  you,I lost your number,plus I was in church:)...I was scolding my self for not being able to call you in the morning:(
But oh well,You are always my friend,and always remember,I am always here if you need me:)
On this very special day,I really thank God for creating you,cause without you,i would have not been able to live in primary school.Remember all the naughty things we used to do?running around?not friending each other?LOL
how i missed those times,i can just think about it and just laugh when i think about those times:)
I really miss you and how i really wish,we can go out and just catch up for old times sake:)
I really miss you!If it is possible,I would come over to your house and stay there,then we can chit-chat till late night.Damn!
After SPM?we shall book a day or two after SPM and then we hang out?what do u think?
haha,I am wondering ah,how will it be if our gang,meet up at someplace just us...no one else:D
raveena,shad,edward,and me:)
obviously it's gonna be super awkward!LoL
but it will awesome-ly fun!
I wanna see you now and give you a TEDDY BEAR HUG AND A KISS!;D

So that is that for now:)

Till we meet again

 i love you!:)